(for ieda)
we
followed
the afro-bahian sound of the drums
down stony paths once trodden by slaves
into a section of the city they call savior
we
went
past sick-looking souls drowned in drugs
past a rainbow of colors at once reminding of home & abroad
we
reached
the seat of this bloco afro
the center of our renewed culture
black brown brothers & sisters
responding to the rhythm of bata gangan omele dundun
responding to our presence with renewed relish
bringing us back to the joys of gelede egungun erinle obalala
reminding us of what we once had & still do
inspite of Civilization
inspite of colonization
inspite of victimization
inspite of themselves & ourselves
pelourinho
home of olodum & others belonging to black brazil
pelourinho
symbol of a culture struggling to breathe
pelourinho
confluence of colors concretizing the new africa
yet
pelourinho
symbol of our shame as we're shoved from the center
pelourinho
essence of the commercialized culture sold & bought
pelourinho
another aspect of africa
beaten
bastardized
dead
africa
a bela e a feia
beauty & the beast
africa
la belle et la bête
beauty yet beast
africa
enia ati eranko
human & animal
we danced to the rhythm of the drums
among strangers we called brothers and sisters
with dançarinos afro more african than we could ever again be
pelourinho-paradise
made us forget the human merchandise
leading up to that moment of ecstasy
just as we discountenanced the illiteracy
preventing our people from progressing beyond that false paradise
pelourinho
you mesmerize me
you amaze me
you can't blame me (?)
for not fully comprehending
you
you
my conscience
you
my consciousness
you
my confusion
we
danced and danced and danced
then my fellow-traveler wondered aloud
why
savage pagans and heathens!
blonde brown-skinned
blue-eyed chestnut-haired
straight-stub-nosed
curly-kinky hair
whatever whatever
they call you
mulata cheinha
brazil's one and only beauty
cynosure of all eyes at
carnaval
big bouncing boobs in a country
obsessed with small breasts
big bulging buttocks
in a culture crazy
for caucasian flat backside
america would call you black
with your droplets of afro blood
tho' you may pass for white
in a culture treating black with spite
africa wouldn't see you for what you are
with her color-blindness or carelessness
tho' she's got colonists' abandoned offspring
scattered all over her sad landscape
my
mulata
of others' dreams
my
soul-scorching
heart-rending
mulata
of our nightmares
my
off-white off-center
mulata
of their carnaval
I
see
you
for what you can
be
for what we all could
be
for what we all could share
but
for which nobody could care
less